NEW BLOG

Oh, my I forgot all about this thingie and I have already started my other blog for like a really long time so here I go, (probably no one will even notice this new post anymore...way to go Hao Yi, you've done it again..) anyway my new link is http://www.changedandallgrownup.blogspot.com/

link me alright?

...i dont know whether i ll be coming back here...anymore...hehe...blogging is starting to get boring...i dont wanna face the pc all day...i wanna get out there...HANG OUT WITH MY FRENS...get to know even more ppl....ya know...all tht sorta stuff....=]...well..tata 4ever!!!i aint gonna delete this thing though...it shall be my peninggalan sejarah..lol..thts stupid n lame...

hehe..picture season back...

poor thingie aye...

dont ask me what's that big black bulge..it died czuse my mum jabbed it with some medicine to out it to sleep...it's eye start giving out a lot of pus...like some kinda weird cancer...

the rabbit died..not the cute one the other day...it's the wife and also the sister....wonderful aye these animals are...they can make their sisters their wife...

me....please stop laughing.....

that was me few years back...i cant believe i have such a big hair back then....


this building's in sitiawan and guess who is it for......the birds.........i hope it gets one severe blow by the bird flu...

i find that global warming, open burning and air pollution is not caused by us youths......the old are the ones who are burning ok!!!!!!and i hate em for it....sometimes i feel like calling the police to arrest my stupid old neighbours who pollutes my air....

hee...creative huh...it looks like a grasshopper but it's not a real life one ok...it's made outta coconut leaf...

cross country race

i ran 3.5 km today..haha..hey!!!it may be easy peasy to some but hello?????im a GIRL!!!!!!! what more can you expect from a girl!!!!ishk...*slaps*my muscles at my ribs start to ache so badly after i ran like from my front school gate to the roundabout..hahahahahaha...i guess i didnt train enough..hahahaha..no time la ok..i think my trainings were like only 15-20 minutes each time and only brisk walking...and i did it for 5 times.....or less..hahahaha...today...after running...they had some music to entertain us and out of nowhere...some fat obnoxious girl start to dance!!!i was like...omg!!!!her fats keep bouncing up and down when she dance and her dances are like those hip hop and some sexy moves i.e. lifting her clothes[shes a malay] and well..clearly..i saw no abs..no nothing but blubber!!!BIG LUMPS OF BLUBBER!!!!!omg...i wanted to puke right in front of her...and she dont even feel embarrassed lifting her clothes up and dancing those moves...maybe shes just too blind till she cant see how "skinny" she is...

too many pics...

ok...ok...too many pics..i get it...haha...nothing much this week...wasn't able to go to church this saturday and sunday...cause no transport and my parents didnt allow me to...but hey...i was being a good girl this week ok!!!!i didint do anything wrong...sheesh...never mind...maybe next week or so....im gettting loco with all those homework that teacher gives like EVERYDAY!!!!!she's crazy...i meant, yup....SHE!!!!! [concerning one...]hmm...colourful aye...haha...nothing much really...lazy to woite also...wanna earn some big bucks there in gaia...well....chiaoz

i know..loads of pics these days aye...

look at my cutie pie..pep's just eating his tomato...

my iguana..it died a few months ago...*sobs*

the house which my parents are building...unbelievable huh.....but they did!!!!

the plant..haha...looks like a lil plant robot aye??

my lil garden which i need to take cvare of but im just too lazy at times...

the taiping land...my deestination EVERY WEEKEND!!!!!!!

Rasco in a hole...it's just dogs nature to dig up a hole and sit in it....

my rents built this road too...

the house from upfront..

the front part...beaut aye?sis just finished mowing the grass with that mini orange tractor...

God's Making A Way For Me!!!!...[i hope]

well...He just keeps giving me a chnace to go to youth..lol...stoip laughing la!!!!haha..*takes a chomp on a egg tart* it's hard to plead my rents to allow me to go ok!!!!!especially now when school has started...omg...the other day my rents question me and tell me this and that and everything about what they think about me going to church...gosh...so much blabbing...moreover, im having problems with add maths and i dont know how to do so many questions in log and grad...i know it may be easy to some but it's not to me!!!!not much of stuff to blog about already la....maybe id there is also...i would have forgot!!!!!hmm...let me browse my pictures first.....hmmm... there!!!!that's my toy!!!haha...the 'bdp'...i was talking about him in one of my posts last year...his name's...Justin LeBrise Zavien -sur name- @ Jonathan D. hehehehehehehe...stop it!!!i know what you are thinking!!!!

i made this ball...hehe...i put it on my lil carpet while i was being all bored at night few days ago...*takes another munch on the egg tart*-i love egg terts..not the hard and dark brown ones ok..this one is fresh from the oven!!!!it's a bouncing ball...and it's bigger than my fist ok...it took me few months to do this..i made it when i was 14..haha...calling it......err...i dont wann atell you...sounds stupid...

this pulak is my future home!!!!!!!!!!!it's a logoon alright but im staying there someday...especially if i dont get to find a more beautiful place than this...this is like my dream home!!!!it's Marina Cove in sitiawan[sadly] but despite the ulu location...i like it...[this is the first time i actuallly planned to live in Malaysia]mine will be at the upper part of the lagoon, forst floor, 2nd block...there's gonna be a swimming pool nearby too...and theme park, shopping mall...everything!!!!the sultan of perak has a bungalow there too....rather far from all the othere facilities though....haha...the sultan getting a very unstrategic place...wahahahahahahaa..

this is one of the roads in Marina Cove..pretty nice huh...look at the sea!!!!hehe....it's rather sunny though..but they say they are gonna plant loads more of trees...this is only the beginning...

one of the condominiums there.....there are teres houses, bungalows, apartments[that's mine] there too....up for sale la!!!!

oh..haha...ever seen this????it's in ipoh k...and last time i use to hate it so darn much...it's green!!!!imagine eating green soup with rice....

PICTURES!!!!!!!!

SORRY!!!!!!THE PICS ARE NOT IN ORDER..
cruel huh..not me a!!!!!!!!!!

she...pinned the snake skin on the wood...talking about dying by being nailed on wood...]

it still can move though it's without a head!!!!cool huh....

the head..poor thingie....chopped..lol..*smash!!!!whamp!!!!!*

a snake without a head...im not going to jail la ok!!!!i didnt do it...

after skinning it...

he cut it's skin..and the intestines fell out...*evil laughs*

he chopped off the cobra's head

baby rats from taiping...[which was killed later on]

is love all about letting go....

well..i let 'em go...*sigh* so sad about it..half happy to finally see somebody finding their long lost love...but what about me???i saw em being so happy when they saw their owner...i saw such vigorous wags of their tail..something i have not seen..maybe something that i ll never see ever in our one month relationship...*sigh* feel so much like crying...remember that i said i found 2 new dogs, one's a golden retriever and one more a labrador?it's em...we gave em back and the guy who's from penang came with his wife and a son[rather cute]..having some accent too...they came with such happy faces and he explained that he wanted to pay for the vaccination and all that but my dad[all being noble as usual] said it's ok..but he insisted and finally he paid..he gave us some wine and err...liquer..those stuff..he even said that he was happy and all that...*sobs*..he got the dogs out of our house and oush em in the car...shadow wanted to run to the field..haha..but the cute son got hold of him..he hooked the dog at the place where it can choke and it did..looking at shadow being pulled like that made me so sad...*cries*...oh yeah..their original names are funny..lol...shadow is TamTam[said in a chinese slang] and buster is Tsunami[cause he was born somewhere when tsunami occured.."Tsunami"'s 2 years old...while TamTam..well..i dont really know...but they said that TamTam is actually Hitam..haha..in the beginning, i heard them say TimTam..lol...i just laughed in front of their faces upon hearing such weird names...hmm...well...i guessed that they're gone now...as in forever....sigh...funny that their maid[local]said that he wasnt married..he's around his late 40's or early 50's...and she said that he has a girlfriend who comes to his house once in a while...hmm...maybe he's having an affair..well..good thing i didnt voice it out just now..just imagine if i said,"unca beh!!!i thought you aint married??..cause...cause your maid said so..."man...dont know la...i just dont care about no homo sapiens..i wanna care for my canine...*sobs*sigh...k la...enough of mourning...i wanna transfer the pictures over but there's some problem...dont know what...





i went to church today*trying to make out a smile..but still saying in a very sad tone*dont know la...feels like i didnt fit in again...*sigh*..at least i went to church...

"you are such an embarrassment!"she says...[stupid lady....]

today..my school is celebrating her 100th anniversary[it's not like she's married or something but that's just what they call it]so..i was doing my duties at the front field...not knowing what to do actually cause my duties aint specific..it just says...assist the ppl in the front field..so that's what i did..i just hang around at the place where teachers are just in case they needed my help..i was asking some ppl that walked in to register at some table too...so...i was doing just that when suddenly "she" came up to me saying,"hao yi, do you know how to go to the back gate from here?" so i said yes..i know...cause the road in front of my school is a one way street..i was thinking of walkint and then, turn to the right and walk down some lil path beside my school which lead throught he canteen gate and then the back gate..but she suddenly said whether i know how to use the road...so i said i dont know..well...i know that my dad always use the parade way but it's so windy and he always make loads of turns..so i was afraid that i might make the lady lost or something..just imagine the couple of us being lost in parade hugging each other as we cry..so i aint wanting those stuff to happen..then, she just turned around and say.."you are such an embarrassment" and she said it in such a loud tone that bloody asshole!!!stupid!!!public some more.....wanted to slap her till her eyes fell off...dumb la...sheeeeeeeeeeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....damn it la...

school year 2007

well..i actually planned to have only one new year resolution which was to not have a new year resolution..lol..you understand or not??lol..but later on..afetr a few days after the 1st of january 2007..some stuff occured and it made me have 3 new year resolutions..1.obedience 2.stop l**** 3.stay strong in Him
im trying ok!!!it seem to be going on just fine till now..teehee...went out again on the last day of the holiday which is...err...the 2nd of january..hehe...errr...when i came back to school..man..that was the time my life was toppled upside-inside-turn around-down..lol...school sucks like mad!!!im banned from almost everything!!![youth..thus..huge camp..and i dont know about going out] stupid!!!!why am I always banned???well..sis got banned from her tv but so what???i cant live without youth!!!it's hard la!!!ishk!!!if my rents smash my tv also what do i care cause i hardly watch tv these days[and when i got my 3rd hand or 4th hand;that im not sure;many buttons are already gone and now the remote control is spoiled-my sis is having one really big tv while i have one very small tv..very "fair" huh]cause im just too busy till i havent had time for myself..ishk..stupid..hmm..school...kept listening to teachs talking till im 99% mad plus deaf..overwhealmed by boredom and stress cause im worried about my studies and whether i'll be able to cope with all those stupid stuff..[that's why im hardly online now besides my sis hogging the pc] and about some prefectorial thingie which seem to make my head crazy...[sigh...that...........im very worried.....*sobs*]

the day i got my results..

after all the hard work...after all the books i have read...after al of that..the exams..the terror....the day has come...i was suppose to go to school with my aunt jennifer but she was busy in the o.t. ...she was on for the operation[she not being cut by those irresponsible docs ok-she's cutting somebody..]hehe...so, she wasnt able to make it, thus, she called me and told me that she wouldnt make it and wished me the best of luck..ok...ok...chill hao yi...i am so nervous and scared...what if i dont get it???im so gonna faint and cry if i dont get it....the humiliation....the pain...the downfall of hao yi corp.!!!!*shrieks* ok..im being all paranoid...but really..if i dont get..i'll:

1. tear off my clothes[in the room]
2. use the pieces of cloth[which i torn] to wipe my tears
3. flood the whole of ipoh with salty tears
4. cry till i get a bad headache[as usual..that's what happens all the time when im awfully sad and everytime i blink my eye..it's gonna be painful]
5. cry..and cry.....AND CRY
6. lock my door and cry
7. not going out of my room and thinking what wrong have i done
8. getting a whole lot emotional not thinking about the neighbours who just have to cotton up their ears because they'll experience sound pollution....sad kind of sound pollution..

yup...that's what flying in my brains...speaking to me...horrifying me...and now..what if i got straight A's but the teacher prank me by giving me somebody else's paper??[that happened during my sister's time..but my sis didnt quite fall for it]well..this is what im gonna do:

1. faint
2. f
3. a
4. i
5. n
6. t
7. f-a-i-n-t
8. FAINT
9. fAiNt
10. FaInT
11. Faint
12. fAint
13. faInt
14. faiNt
15. fainT
16. f.a.i.n.t.
17. f~a~i~n~t
19. (faint)
20. [faint]
21. {faint}
22. *faint*
23. faint
24. `faint`
25. 'faint'
26. "faint"
27. \faint/
28. $fai.........i think you get the point...

that's right...im so gonna faint..really...and honestly..i will....so, i got my grandma to drive me to school...she went to park the car as i walked into the school compound...i saw..i saw..people...about the age of 15....they were...they were...sulking...their faces all mashed up...some faces were streamed with tears...some...SOME were..were...hugging each other crying..i can see it in their faces..."mama!!!tak dapat 8 A la...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"...from then on..i satrted to panic...i was scared!!!afraid!!!confused!!!alarmed!!!frightened!!!reluctant!!!unwilling!!!intimidated!!!apprehensive!!!lily-livered!!!white-livered!!!terrified!!!panic-strickened!!!faint-hearted!!!weak-kneed!!timid!!!timorous!!hesistant!!!anxious!!jittery!!!on edge!!edgy!!!jumpy!!!COWARDLY!!!PUSILLANIMOUS!!CRAVEN!!!COLLOQ.!!YELLOW!!!cHiCkEn!!!!!*says all of tose words faster and faster non-stop and finally pants[not the thing you wear at your lower torso ok!!!the action-breathe in and out at a fast pace]*

i went to the front part of the school..looking at ppl...just looking at them made me feel ...ok...i explained my feelings already....[look above for further information, thank you..]teehee..*slaps*(how can i even laugh at times like this)..i saw Khai Mei..and went to her..asking her where to take the results...cause i dont wanna try my luck at mrs nalini's table[she's scary at times cause her eyes are very big...]and she said that she doesnt know...i saw su...[my aunt..that is of my age..funny huh??] i walked up to her..and she looked at me not saying a word..i saw her holding the slip in her hands..but since she didnt even say hi..i didnt dare to ask...i just asked her about the venue where i should take the slip..she pointed to the right..which is at teachers' table which was placed at the front of the school...haha..i was already standing at my class's spot where ppl from my class take their slip and i wanna ask su where to take...lol..that was rather dumb..haha...*slaps*[oh yeah..no laughing]..*keeps quiet* i went to the teacher..my class teacher..well..i dont know where she went...dont care about that...i was sweating like a pig..who cares about where my teacher is...i took my slip from my ex-maths teacher who practically taught me last year[2005] i said hi and i smiled very widely...she looked at me rather startled and she said hai!!!!and asked me to sign ont he piece of paper...while she looked for my slip..then, she found my slip...i was so eager to look at it...i just pop my head not knowing whether i blocked her view or not...lmao...then she said...congratulations....and gather in front of the principle's office...so..i just looked at the principle's office cause it's right in front of my eyes...nobody..everyone left..lol...a lil bit too late..they just took a picture anyway...i heard many ppl got straight A's this year..which is cool..hang around a lil...and later..went back home after calling mum and dad, grandfather, sms-ing aunt jennifer..calling aunt helen[grandaunt actually]...teehee..(now i have the licence to laugh)wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...feel...feel...kind of like..not much change of happiness in me..i dont know why..yeah im excited cause im gonna have quite a lot of shopping to do from now on...hmm...what did i get now...

• 8,000 from mum[as promised](highlight the unseen part if you want)
• 150 bucks from dad as our lil bet few days ago cause my big-mean-daddy said that i wouldnt get 7 A's...well..HARHAR!!!i got it!!!!no harm done,,the more[munny]..the merrier..
• 7 presents worth 100 dollars each...[from dad...](i think im gonna get my shades..costing around 200..that takes up 2 presents..and another skateboard around 200...hmm...leaving 3 presents)
• a handphone of my choice..teehee...from dad too....
• play station 3 from grandparents!!![i know!!!my grandparents are like way cooler than yours!!!!]
• munny from aunt helen
• present from aunt jeniffer
• munny from grandfather[mum's side-the one before is my dad's side]
• munny munny munny....

hahahahahaha...i love this family!!!!

christmas celebration

dear mr sandy claws..hmm...
how i wish that christmas would be better and better each year..but guess what mr big red humbug!!it's getting worse especially when ppl just got more stingy each time and get me lame presents!!!*sobs* better to just not give me that piece of thingie than to give it to me and break my heart to see how stingy you are!!!ishk...

well..that was my christmas celebration and it was held in tanjung malim, the place where my family gather every year since i was young...many use to come when i was young..but lately, it was only the immediate family of my granduncle[including my aunts and uncles and family] and my family...hmm...nothing much happened..just spend time with my family..eating their scrumptous food there, playing around with my lil extremely cute and talkative cousins..oh..not to mentiobn that i had a gerrrrrr-reatt ride on my uncle's sports car!!man!!it was so cool!!!and im planning to get one of those when i enter medical school!!! [AND I HOPE I DO!!!] cause dad says that he's gonna get me a car of my choice if i enter medical university...with a scholarship..of course...*sigh* and pmr results are coming out!!!yay!!!!but im scared...all the 'what if' queries start to flood my mind....i wonder whther i'll actually make it..cause if i dont..it would be a total embarrassment..really....friends, family, everything!!!!

the longest post ever post in history!!!*with the song-im gonna be..a history maker of this land* lol..that was weird..

11th december 2006
HUGE CAMP!!!!woooooooohooooooooooooo!!!!yEAh!!!!not much cute guys this year ler..but there was a lot of caucasians...*smirks*..hehe..i think they are younger than me though..so...aint gonna be any use to me..anyway, on my way up before the first concert, i went to lyn's apartment in watercity resort, melaka..[i found last year's camp better than this year's..this year's food sucks like mad le..looked so ugly](and i was suppose to be in the same room as lyn!!!but noooooooo..i was with....the 4 other ppl whom i dont really know..just GREAT..)there was this white guy..and i was alone with him in the lift..and it so happened that we were going to the same floor..when we reached, he made a move to get out of the lift..but suddenly he stopped before he even made his first step and put out his hand in the way of saying..ladies first...i was like!!!!omg!!!!that was like so darn sweet!!!!!!!![but i think he's younger..]and somebody liked the person i liked in the beginnning of the whole thing..breaks my heart..but im ok with it..saw mr.book of numbers..hahahaha...just cant stop laughing..haha..he looked so funny but he looks so much better than last year..big improvement..lol..hmm...at night, i dropped my wallet...i dont know how it came out...maybe i just jumped too much that night that it flew out..ps lisa found it and she was like so mean towards me..gosh..so pissed off that time but i didnt really show it la..just smiled like a maniac..so..she found my wallet and ms told me about it..so i went to her..and she said...."so what am i to do with you??" i was like...wart??????it's just a wallet...and im not some perfect freak who has padlocks on my pants....i just smiled at her and she was saying something about the past whereby ppl get punished if im not mistaken..she then said, "i ll pass this to your pastor and let him do whatever he wants.."gosh...stupid la!!!ps clement just took it and played with the money a little..then, he gave it back to me..that is WHAT I CALL AS KIND!!!!PLUS NICE!!!!unlike somebody!!!!on that night, we were introduced to some band from indonesia..err...Psallo Band..later, we queried wheher the leader was a girl or a guy..lol...hge was a guy who lookes like a girl..lol...

12th december 2006
there was some white guys who came with ps michael pilavachi from england..there was tim[u.s]jonathan dean[england]phil[england also i think] and there was mike[not the pastor] from canada..hehehehe..anyway..somebody keep saying bad stuff about ppl in camp...ishk...feel like bashing her head on the wall...ishk...cant wait till the day ppl turn their backs on her..that day would be the day i clap my hands real loud...maybe then, i ll advise her and she would listen..ishk..dont care la..ishk..she herself is doing the things she say about others...blab so much!!!she thinks that i like mr lift guy and mr roxas and she kept bragging about them liking her..stupid!!!im glad i didnt tell her who i liked!!!later on...lyn and i went ot watch ppl playing futsal in the court..ahhhh!!!hot!!!!hehe..i brought some water for somebody KIND!!!while s******g someone..hehe...man..he's such a good soccer player!!!but what i find about somebody..omg!!!when he lift his glorified hands!!!omg!!!!smell like "perfume"!!!just ran away from him when he did that..haha..and i think he realised..haha...

13th decamber 2006
second last day already!!!*sobs*and there was no way that i was gonna talk to him..cause of him la!!!so shy!!!in the morning..i asked for his autograph!!!hehe..and mike just kept smiling like nobody's business...it's either he knew that i liked or either he was waiting for me to ask for his autograph..hahahahahaha..which i didnt do..hahahahaha..in the afternoon, lyn and i was walking to the futsal court..and suddenly...we met the four of them...THEN HE SMILED AT ME!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!*fans self*...later on, we went back up...acrually..that time, it was just me..i forgot where lyn went....and mike and him went into the lift with me and some other ppl...and i just stood at one corner and he came and STAND BESIDE ME!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhh...then, he said that he have to go..and all those mushy stuff..ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!later...i went to the cafeteria and we met each other again and smiled all over again!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!im so going crazy!!!!!so many times in a day!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!during the concert...we went to the back to sit this time...and the four guys sat behind us...since it was the last day, our "lights-off" time was extended to 1 am..hehe...had so much fun being crazy with lyn and andy..but that stupis mr roxas kept looking at me!!!ahhhhhh!!!*feeling embarrassed* spoiled my day only..stupid shorty!!!as i was being hyper...*clears throat* suddenly, comes a lil mini boy saying..hey, my friend and i would like to take picture... so i handed out my hand thinking that he wants me to help him to take a pic...but he continued saying something that i do not wanna reveal...it's a total embarrassment!!!ahhhhhhhh!!!ruined my dignity that i was only able to get somebody like that!!!haha..ok le..i know that im being a lil mean........ok...big time being mean..haha...hey!!!!HE CAME AT THE WRONG TIME!!!!haha...too bad la...i think he was so upset until he didnt wanna go on the same lift as me..haha...poor guy..lol...later..went up to lyn's room...and 'she' started to meow and scream as if to attract attention...omg..it was so freaky...aint funny..just dont know why aome found it funny...it was so darn scary to me!!!it's like 'she' lose control of herself and who knows that she may just grab hold of a knife and stab somebody while saying meow in a friendly tone and later laugh!!!ahhhhh!!!!if she did that, i would cry!!!!then, ph came into the room and dont know did what with her..i think she scolded her or something...cause suddenly out of nowhere..we heard her sort of crying.....just for a short period though...*sigh* but i hears 'her' mum is dying and her dad' rather mean..so i guess....cant blame her actually....dont know what to do le..but in school also she's so weird...once i asked her whther she was alright during sports...but she answered me in chinese and i dont know what she was talking about....oh..that night, prayed for some unknown girl...it was fun..haha..and the preaching was really good and witty!!!!!oh yeah..on that day, someone bought ps mike a double chocolate cake cause in one of his sermons, he mentioned how much h loved that cake and was tempted to eat the cake which was suppose to be reserved for him guests the next day...by that night, he finished the whole cake which was suppose to be for 6 ppl..lol...he's one funny guy...then, after he got back to his seat, lyn and i turned back to look at him...he looked intot he plastic and smiled at the cake and i was PUZZLED!!!what??he smiles....to CAKES?????haha..he's weird..haha...

14th december 2006
hmm..last day...a lil bit of preaching and we had the prayer tunnel as usual...than, i took pistures with the guys..too bad i aint got the pic of mike..lol..he was busy i guess and that stupid guy look so ugly la in the pic..ishk...and he wa so shy when i asked him to take a pic..ishk!!!!!on the last day, the food wasnt that bad anymore....last day!!!just take a look at that..or maybe i was just starving cause i had been surviving on salads for 3 days straight!!haha...oh..the day before, ps mike did say something about praying for people before i prayed for the girl with lyn..
1. we shant put our hands on one's head, especially when you are gonna pray for quite a long time......cause our bodies are always moving..and later on..as the body moves backwards, our hands will go with their heads and they wont be able to move in front cause our hands are there pushing..few moments later..the body will be so bent till the person may lose his balance and thus fall...and it's not because of the Holy Spirit but because we pushed em and made em unbalanced..lol..[to be precise..i saw this once in a sunday service in my church..lol..the lady was just this petite short woman who bore a kid..haha..she was bending almost 90 degrees..lol...eventually she fell too...lmao]
2. not to fake the "power of god"...he made an example by putting his hands on jon dean and shake his hands real badly..lol...he put his hands on his head!!!!just imagine that..and with his low voice..he said to jon,"ohhhh!!!!CAN YOU FEEL IT???ohhhhh...IT'S THE POWER OF GOD!!!!!"haha...
3. not asking ppl to come and look at the person whom you were praying for when she or he might be shaking or crying or whatever...hehe...
4. eyes OPEN!!! just ion case the person is slain..lol...ps mike shared one of his stories about his friend who was praying with his hands at the side of a woman's head[both hands] and with his eyes closed...so, after a while, he felt that the lady's head was rather light..and when he opened his eyes, to his horror,the lady's head wasnt in between his hands anymore, but on the ground..lol...and he was still positioned as if the woman's head was being held in his hands!!!hahaha...that was so dumb!!!
so, we prayed for the girl...and i did a mistake..i realised that she was starting to move back and forth...i was standing at her side while lyn was at the other side...then, i closed my eyes a little while cause i was really tired[hello!!!i have been lacking of protein and carbs ok!!!] then, just as i closed my eyes..,she fell..and i wasnt ready...i just stood there as she fell..and she was rather heavy though she's not fat...kinda thin actually...my hands weren't that long till it can reach the ground right..so it was just a limited length that her back was supported by lyn's and my hand..i couldnt do anything as she fell..if i was her..i would have screamed as i fall at that speed without any support..lol...morover, she asked us to pray for healing for her backbone...just imahgine if she hurt it even more during that fall...so...anyway, as she fell..suddenly, mrs superman came...she was actually just strolling, holding a blanket..waiting to cover ppl with lil blankets..but lucky for us, she was behind the girl, and just inches away from the ground, the lady managed to cathch her head...phewph!!!!haha...as her eyes were closed, ps mike asked the prayer ppl to ask whether they are feeling anything different..so, i joked around with lyn since ours was already slain..i wanted to force open her eyes and ask..lol..haha.that time it was just dumb and funny..haha..we had bids too during huge....2nd last day if im not mistaken...gosh..the bids went up to 100 and 200...crazy..jon just sand a really lame song from joyful vanguard[let it shine] and ps mike sang in a very..errr..."nice" way..haha..he even played his album..[unofficial album la of course] he sang white christmas...his voice was really nice..only need a lil bit of toning here and there..tim, mike and phil danced hip hop dances...woooooooo!!!!!but it wasnt THAT good la...haha...nothing that special..haha...but they said that jon could dance but he didnt want to..went home later on...really really missed camp....a LOT!!!hoping that things would never end.......sigh.....though it wasnt as fun as last year!!!i still loved it!!!!!!!!i want more!!!!!

a day adter huge, shot up to taiping and spent 3 days in the farm, 2 days in penang...so tiring la...travel so much..not much shopping also..cause mum didnt allow me too...so boring without shopping...in chowrasta street...some guy keep asking me to eat his stupid chestnut which was rather hard and yucky...i only like the ones in jusco but everytime i pass his stall..he ask me to eat in a way of promoting his dumb nuts which was so not delicious..ishk...when i said that i dont want it..he said.."it's ok it's ok..take la..free wan....." and i was llike...oh no!!!!!!!should have thrown it on the ground in front of him and stomp it with my feet saying i hate those hard nuts!!!!!!

the day with mum..

yay!!went shopping with mum....to tesco...lol...that's the place she loved most because it's all cheap and "nice" according to her...well...on my way into the supermarket, as i was walking in the midst of cars and motorcycles...i saw this shining red note on the floor...hearing it shout at me," pick me!!pick me!!!!" and so i did...haha...ok..that was like so lame..just found a ten dollar note on the ground..and i followed my mum everywhere...buying all kinds of food for my sis' freedom party tonight...hmm...and who was the one who had to lilne up to tag all the goods with the pricing???me..and i didnt do it for like once...i went there so many times cause my mum ask to weigh one by one or something like that...so i lined up so many times...*sigh* im so tired now...and when my mum was getting some fish for dinner, she kept dropping those slippery stuff...it's not that bad if they fell on the ice..but it FELL ON THE FLOOR!!! my..my..lucky no one scolded or anything..haha..i was just flipping the fishes up and down on the ice...never had the chance to do that before cause in Jusco, they provide these devises called CLIPS which are not supplied in Tesco...so..vice versa...hmm...well...we went ot the lingerie section...and i was trying some oout...[are you guys gonna laugh..cause dont tell me you dont wear any?!??!sometimes..people are so shy to talk about sanitary pads and all..but why??i just dont understand???you dont use is it???yeah..perhaps you guys just wear pampers or strap a plastic bag on your underneath..ishk]so..went back home..and started to help out in the kitchen...cut the vegetables, cut the potatoes, and i had to cut the fish!!gosh!!!so bloody...almost made me sick...had to pull out the organs..oh my gosh..and i had to dig in with my finger and the fish keep making this "blurp-blurp" sounds which makes things worse...omg!!!hmm..what else yeah??oh yeah..my sis went to jusco with two of her friends while mum and i went to tesco...while we were cooking, she came back..then, she saw that we bought some sunquick...ishk....hmm...oh..then, my mum siad that she bought some too just now in tesco..then, that stupid UNGRATEFUL CHILD go and shout at my mum in front of her friends saying that she knew my mum wouldnt listen..she told my dad that my mum wouldnt listen and she really didnt listen!!!omg!!what the hell la you bloody kid!!!gosh..if i was my mum!!i would have warned her that i might call off the party!!haha!!!that will be so nice..but it didnt happen!!!ishk...and my sis can have a party..but i cant...she's not spending money aye???whatever....ishk...
p.s.:i found two new dogs yesterday..one golden retriever and a labrador retriever...ahh...i have fallen in love with them..they are so fat and cute...and EVERYTHING!!! keeping em now..actually wanted to name the g.r. BugJuicer and the l.r. Mistletoe..but some girl didnt want it..she called em buster and shadow...[respectively]...sigh..i hate that name..lol..anyway, i hope nobody claims em..lol..cause i want em FOR MYSELF!!! greedy aye..hehe...

hehe..i got the pic!!!!yen shing was on just now!!look at what a good psychic i am!!!hehe...it doesnt look that scary now...lol...hey!!still, there's this ugly red stuff there ok.......

you and your "GIFTED BRAINS!!!!"

ishk..guess who im so pissed at...the one and only miss barnacle head!!!!!omg..im so gonna kill her one day...in d afternoon..she was online..actually..since morning..then, she didnt off the switch..in fact..letting the pc heat up like that..plus!!!covered under some "blanket" specially made for the pc..omg!!i told you her kids are so gonna die because of the intense heat..then, when i wanna use the pc...i CANT!!!thanks to that domo!!!omg..the pc got so crazy..all the pop ups suddenly appeared..gosh..ishk....*bashes her up with a baseball bat* ..hmm..what else yeah??oh..finally had the information on huge camp..i actually wanted to ask what time should all of us meet but i keep forgetting..lol..we'll be meeting at 10 am...kinda late huh..i guess we'll be reaching exactly during dinner time...so late...cant check out the place...sigh....[or the guys..lmao..no le..i'm there for a right purpose.........this time..*smirks*]..no more mr jerky liar in my life...but i guess mr jerky liar is not gonna be there...[i have my people...]..oh..so..yesterday, i was chatting with yen shing online..omg..she has this stoooooooopid picture of some kinda pretty girl..looking hot but scary..she's practically like the geisha in 'memoirs of a geisha' [duh..dont tell me you are expecting me to say memoirs of a wood or whatever]..she's so white..but she has thick and black eyeliner..and black hair too..and she's lying down on her arm..and there's blood flowing down...and guess what???this always occurs to me when im hoping for a dream...i dream..yes..i got what i wanted..but not exactly..i keep dreaming dumb and sometimes scary stuff....last night..i dream that i went to some place with my family but my mum and sis sis didnt really play a role in my dream..it was just my super-dada..who practically protected me and all in my dream..hmm...so..i was eating at some place..and i wore this accsory...a bead like chain...there's white and black beads..they aint the smal ugly beads ok..they are like pearls..but of course..made of plastic or whatsoever...hmm..i was eating at some shop..which was brightly lighted...suddenly..i realised...someone was staring at me..it was THAT GIRL!!!but no blood...hehe...she kept following me everywhere and i found out that she was after my necklace..it has some special power of something like that...so..my dad drove me to some house which belonged to his friend..they have some kind of business meeting...just the two of em..and..i told my dad that the girl is following us with her own car...it was so scary...then, my dad called the police and the police came and followed us at the back...to make sure that we are ok...the police was driving in between us and the scary lady...then, going into my dad's friend's compound..the rtoad branches into two lil roads...but both goes to the same place..only crossing different areas..my dad went straight to the house by taking the lil road on the left..while the police missed the lil road that my dad took...so..he went to the other which leads to a swimming pool..it's like..the road enables poeple to tour his whole big land..get it??ok..never mind if you dont..you can always read it all over again..lmao..then, when the policeman drove beside the pool...the scary lady followed him from the back and with full turbo speed...she knocked him into the swimming pool and somehow he died...then, the lady followed us into the house...well..if you saw the face of the lady...maybe you'll know how scary it is..lol..after that..i dont know what happened..lol...ok k..it's lame...maybe i'll get a pic later..hehe..when she comes online...hmm...she's now busy absorbing as much biology knowledge into her head..oh..yay!!me birthday is coming!!i wonder what else would i get..hehe...i got 300 bucks from my grandparents...*hugs em* and *sobs* 200 from my parents..they are so mean...suppose to be 300 or more...but i guess not..hehe...i understand...they are so afraid that i'll spend the money..hehe..saving up for huge..in case i wanna buy something..my sis wants me to take away chicken rice ball for her from malacca..hehe..maybe i ll do that for her...well..gotta go now...

to my heart's friend...

hehe..heard my title before from anywhere?lol...anyway..learn quite a lot this time in youth..hmm..well..life seem to be just fine..only some people..ishk...ishk...*bashes 'em and tosses body into drain*..hmm..nothing much..oh..huge is next week!!!cant believe it!!!omg!!it's like so near now!!!and i notice this year's holiday is so short...gosh..makes me nuts...erm..what else??oh..going to shop in kl righth before huge..wanna get loads of clothes..shop till my dad drops!!!lmao...ahhh...mosquitoes alert!!!gotta go sleep anyway...work out too...

disaster on 30 november

well...some might know..but some dont...if you ever get to find my diary..there's the answer to all your questions..but...zee here my little ones..i dont allow anyone to find or have a search party or whatever to find my diary..unless you are a really close friend...it's somewhere unexpected..the place where i keep it...ok..take note that..i change ppl's names, their gender but not all...so..you guys wont get much of the truth..lol...and i ll scramble them up..hehe...and some might be untrue..lol...

1.ate lunch..but he didnt eat..just watched...
2.loads of stuff...helped to carry an old ladies bag..haha...
3.messaged lyn...no reply......wait...wait...wait....
4.watched sponge bob..had a lil giggle here and there cause it's rather dumb
5.went to the kids section at jusco's ground floor..
6.she said ok..there was a few twist here and there though...
7.messaged her..and she was being banged alright..he..well..i dont really know her feelings..but he seem to be fine....
8.in mph..we laughed a lot..hmm..oh..then my bud finally told me..ishk..now only tell..but better than not telling at all...*hugs*
9.threw popcorns at the ppl in front and the screen...=]
10.i hope he's not mad..hello???what??as if im gonna know...
11.so..she asked whether him wanna go
12.whatever...blurt it out...
13.saw a lot of ppl that i know...
14.she called...told me some stuff...made me.....cry..i mean..what??how would i actually know la..it's not like i wanted this to happen...but i know what i ve learnt...
15.couldnt find the tickets..lame...
16.seeked counsel..it was hard alright..but i think he learnt
17.some stared like there was no tommorrow..gosh..what is wrong with you!!!
18.bought some presents for my friend..ok...ok...one...im gonna shop at kl for more...
19.there's sponge bob's action figure and all those stuff...
20.she paid for the tickets..went dutch..he paid for the drink and popcorn..
21.saw some friends..4 guys and a girl..[the girl is my best buddie!!!][thanks toots for being there for me..]
22.this time..didnt buy much stuff...
23.he kept blaming me when we met in the streets..[of the mall]..like trying to say it's all my fault..when i dont even know about it!!!as if im ms. know-it-all..loser!!!!!]
24.gossips......
25.watched de ja vu..not that bad..
26.im not falling ok...my mind is set onto someone already...ishk...think whatever you like if you dont believe cause i dont care whether you wanna believe or not..including you!!!!all you can ever do is just to blab blab blab...
27.played a prank on somebody..lmao
28.she's exactly like that stoooooooopid girl at huge camp!!!!i hate her!!!
29.went out[personally not interested and just going out as friends..cheap you say??whatever!i dont give a damn what you think!prove is..the secret hao yi report that is gonna be handed to andy during huge..i wrote all my personal feelings there..]
30.some ppl were stalking us wherever we go..stupid...whether that's their plan or not..i dont know..but i seem to see her and her and HIM everywhere!!!
31.bought the vcd..and changed the passion of the christ[for the 3rd time]
32.whatever!!!
33.this and that..we went shopping together..
34.she made sucha big deal about it...actually..them...i didnt even know ok!!!which part did you not get me!!!you didnt even tell...and you suppose that i should seek your stupid advise eh??why??go on...give me 5 reasons why??i bet you cant even find one!!i dont need you!!i dont need guys like you!!!
35.she lean on her...she was tired??at this hour??gosh..
36.walk here and there..being so extremely bored..
37.clicked dora the explorer's shoelace..she said something..then i moved on looking at the others..but she put her head there at dora..haha..and out of no where..she started to turn left and right with her hands swinging about and her hair too..omg..haha..that was so dumb and it gave her a jolt..
38.then, they start to talk..went out with my bud for a moment..made her like a lamp post..lmao..
39.we messaged while we were out..hmm...just talked..nothing much on that...
40.bowling...oh..just great!!!i lose obviously..haha..but the funny thing is that..the first bowl was his..haha..the first one went into the drain..lmao..second one...[well i guess he was a bit too impatient to wait for the pink ball to roll up..so..he took the yellow ball which is of the same weight..but the holes was too small..haha...he just fitted his finger in..and when he bowled..it got stuck at his finger..lmao..just for a mili-second la..haha..reminds me of my dumb cousin..rofl...then..the heavy ball bounce on the floor..haha..and went into the drain anyways..rofl..

one mini chapter of my life

so..hmm...i keep having dreams everyday this week..and they are so....*shudders*..yesterday, i dreamt that i went out with a group of friends but i dont remember who...then, i insisted wing yin to fetch me home though my home is like 100 meters away only..lol...[im so evil]..then, 30 minutes before we gather and go into the van, i suddenly remembered that i need to change my stupid passion of christ vcd..ishk...[in real life..it keep on getting deranged and i have to keep changing it..and the what???the GOVERNMENT WANTS PEOPLE TO BUY ORIGINAL ITEMS!!! so, i ran back as fast as i could...then the memories of the day i went out alone on the streets came back..it was scary...if i ever run away, i think im not gonna survive here in malaysia..maybe in the streets in u.s. but not malaysia..hehe...maybe next time when im old or whatever, after my kids go to college, i ll just throw away all my money and live in the streets..ahh..i wanna warm my hands in the winter by gathering at the alley way and there will be a big 'tong' with fire in it...ahhh...then i can go out hunting for food..not with a spear la!!!lmao, wanna work lil' odd jobs to get money and with the money, travel to places with my friends...well...i wish i could do that when im in my teenage still..but it has to be in some cool country....hehe..but that will neve happen..i actually wanna live my life like roxas in kh2...awww...how i love that kinda of lifestyle...*sobs*..ok..getting back to reality...two days ago..i start to lose things..and they are somewhat precious...ishk..and it all happens in my bedroom...*whispers* maybe there's a oogie-boogie man under my bed...WAIT!!oogie-boogie only eats worms!!!!ishk...two days ago, 10 bucks was lost!!!and it was suppose to be given to my gramps cause she was being a good granny..haha..no la...she borrowed some money from her to buy yasmin's present [yasmin is moving to kl]..hey..the gift wasnt 10 bucks la..im not so stingy...lol...i wont mention the price though...the weird thing is, the rest of the money is not taken..only that 10 bucks...hmm..then, yesterday, while i was drawing some grafitti on my bed...[i meant..drawing grafitti on a piece of paper while lying down on the bed]..then, obviously i was using a mechanical pencil..so, i had this grren faber castle eraser which i love so much because of the colour..and guess what???the eraser was gone....HALF WAY WHILE I WAS DRAWING THE GRAFITTI!!! ishk..then, i have to use ANOTHER eraser..ishk...a blue one...*sobs* i want my green eraser!!ishk...

oh no...my baby!!!it's.....it's spoiled....lol

haha..my baby is spoiled...lol...i wish...when i become a mother...hey...IF..i hope i can make my..ok..better not get to that part or you guys will label me as the weirdest and ickiest plus nauseating and evil mother ever..*clears throat*..so, talking but my present baby, my pc!!!nooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOO...it's wrecked as in not being able to function cause..err..many things, such as..stupid adware[caused by her], me...somewhat spoiling it..[hehe...shhhhhhh(i dont think it's cause of me though cause many people's doing it and theirs dont seem to malfunction)]..her..covering the pc with a blanket and making it so HOT ..seriously...she's so stupid...i hope next time her kids will have a sauna treatment everytime they sleep cause she'll clothe them with blanket all the time...even when they say that they are hot...ishk...hmm...nothing nice to blog about la..ishk...ooh..yeah........




HUGE CAMP IS COMING
ahhhhhhh..cant wait...i hope this year is gonna be fun....

borig-ness..

ishk...ishk...i think my pc is gonna die any moment..it's so slow..thanks to some ppl who keep downloading stupid toolbars..ishk...and that "somebody" likes to blame me and say it's cause of my photos..ishk.ishk...feel like..arghhhhhhh.... *whamps!!!*and who was the one who detected some virus last time...me!!!who wasthe one who deleted them? me...who was the one who just left the pc there cause that person dont know how to delete the virus?SHE!!!who was the one who loves to blame people?she!!!who is the person who is jealous of my no-scar leg and loves to make scars on me?she!!!ishk..getting so pissed with her...and now..the screen thing is so bright though we made it darker by adjusting it..and it has this weird lines..err..wait..let me count them...9 lines..well..though it's little..it's still annoying..they are white lines and they are slanting a bit from left to right..ishk...and we practically bought this pc ..like...this year..lol...she le...last time when she DONT KNOW HOW TO USE the pc..it was fine..cause i cared about it!!!ishk..so anyways, about two days ago, i went to Lost World of Tambun with my friends from our unofficial "Laughing Club" ..so, though there's very little stuff to play there as in the slides and all that, we still had fun cause we weren't ourselves as usual..lol..we screamed our lungs out and as usual..those lamo-es will look at us as if there was some ghost..ishk...but we care NOT ..so..at the Lazy River, everone was suppose to be all calm and enjoying the waves splashing and the scenery...BUT NOT FOR US..we practically spoil people's peace..haha...we had made some record by having 4 ppl sit on the 8-shaped-float ...hey..it didnt burst ok...ishk...it was hard...we went all the 3.5 km...[though it didnt seem to be 3.5km] sitting on the float..and sometimes..i mean...ALL THE TIME...we'll tumble and fall...and sometimes even get overturned....81% is cause of me cause i laugh so much cause at some posses..it tickles..lol...hmm...we went to the slides too and..omg....alert alert...cute guy!!!!ahhh...he lookes like mr.. *clears throat* but of course...that mr *clears throat* is not cute..but somehow..that guy there IS CUTE!!!only thing...the first thing that must be in my boyfriend or crush or husband or whatever...except friends la...is that, he must be tall-ER than me...cant imagine myself going out with a shorty and bending down to kiss my husband on our wedding day...no!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhh!!!!!!and yeah...that life guard guy is pretty short..hmm..we went to the dry part later on before lunch..err..it's like this swing whish keeps going round and round, you know??*smiles* then, we were so...annoying if you actually think about it..haha..we just shout at the guy below who controls the swing thing and told him to make it faster and longer..lol...it was so dumb and some people got dizzy...[our friends la..not some stranger..or we're dead]..then, they got off but some people..like me...just kept going with some of my friends..and this time..he went even faster and longer..it aint scary at all...lol..oh, and did i tell you there are fishes and tigers there??no??ok..there's fishes and tigers there..lmao...it's not out in the open ok..it's like in the zoo's and there i met the tiger trainer..named zul...gosh..he's not that good in his english though which makes things funny..lol..he said that im 21..ishk..then when i said that he's 31..then he said...whoa..so old arr..then vanessa ask, "what??"..then he said that i said that he is thirty first..lmao..but he's rather cool in the sense that he dares to just roll around with the tiger playing witht hem and all..as in allows the tiger to bite him..but not until it bleeds ok..he brought one out for yen, van and me to see...it's a cub..but it's not small..haha..i wish i could hold it but no way..it's so big and i dont want extra scars..haha.....it was ok...we were there whole day...we reached at 10 am and left at 5 pm...duh..we had sunburns..*sobs* now you can see that im so DARK!!!nooooooooo...ishk..didnt but any soveneirs though...it's nice...but no..lol...hmm...what else yeah??hmm...yeah..other than the wave pool..there's nothing else...lmao....

prefects camp...and a day out..."finally"

after so many weeks not going out with friends...finally i did today...so..the curious me...[after the movie-watched james bond]went to take those pictures..you know the ones using tokens which are also the stickers??so..usually lyn and i would use the lil-not-so-bright-machine...well this time...vanessa and i tried a new one..we have no experience at all!!!but we are eager to know..hehe...so..we took pics...and we even forgot to press the button...haha...well...some of you guys might not get it..lol...so, while i was making stupid faces at the camera..then suddenly the worker came in[he was surprised that i was smiling at the camera though i didnt put the tokens in yet..] to tell me that i was using the wrong token...*blush blush* ishk!!!!then i had to change it..ishk...then, at the end...we had quite a lot of pics but...err...hehe..i dont wanna go to that part...lmao..so..about prefects camp..on the last day which was yesterday, we were playing some games...whereby our legs were tied together by some sticky tape..and we had to race to the finish line..[i played it in camp when i was 13..boring......]..well..it's either you hop there or you sit down side by side and move with your arse...we did the arse thing..and my butt was all wet and dirty..ishk...and i was suppose to go to parade after that...so, i got some pants from the prefects' room to wear...[DUH..]oh yeah...while we were still standing up..haha...we[syarminni and i] to the juniors to sit by the count of 3...so we were like...1...2....3....then all of us sit...when i sat...i sat on something soft and kinda high...[it was off ground]..so i got off and looked at the back!!!and guess what...i sat on amrit!!!haha...on her neck...like she's my lil horse or whatever but obviously nobody sits on a horse's neck ok...err...except me......once!!!i wenty for some outting with some girl and my sis..[on the horse]..then, my dumb horse suddenly stopped and played in a puddle of water not wanting to move..ishk..then i got so fed up that i think i kicked too hard and finally it moved..then i kicked it again to make it faster cause i was WAY BEHIND!!then, it started to canter real fast and i was like....









ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..then, my horse ran past my sister and the girl but it still wouldnt stop..lol..and i was finally saved by my "prince charming"..but i forgot his name...something like sai or muler or something like that..lol...he just grab hold of the horse's reins..he was on another horse...gosh..i was lucky...then, he told me, "get back to your seat!"..and i was like..so blur...then he gave me this type of nodding asking me to look at my position..haha...and i saw the horse bending kinda low...so i thought it was tired..but no!!while it was cantering, i was thrown forward which made me sit on it's neck!!!haha..poor yogi...

what a day..

so..today..though it's a school holiday..ishk...I STILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!! should have gone online to earn some big bucks..ishk..but noooooo...have to go to school...plus....i got scoldings somemore...till. i cry...lol...just showing some tears to get pity...lol...that only happens in school ok... *grunts* so...erm..lets see...some dumb guy whom i previously liked...ishk..his brains turn cuckoo and he knocked his head on the wall...stupid guy...then, there's bruises and blood...gosh...and i even like some psychotic kid...omg...so..as i was saying...i went to school..had 50% of fun time and 50% of lame plus boring time...we got so bored that we lay on the high jump mattress and start cracking jokes up..and then, we made fun of each other and laugh our heads off...there was this lady who taught us how to dance some folk dance..it was "AWESOME"!!! it was like so darn "cool" ...oh my...we were so bored till we even play pepsi-cola...boy it's fun to play kids game at times...really brought back old memories of me..being in shape....well...you know...round in shape...jumping here and there...trying to step on ppl's legs... [that's what you do in pepsi-cola ok!!!i dont just step on ppl for no reason!!!]...so..later on, i went to parade with vanessa and...omg!!!i fell in love!!!!!!!!!!!!with all those cool accesories!!!!i need to kidnap my dad there and ask him to buy me some stuff!!!omg!!!i want the skateboard!!!and the wheels of course...i want the shorts and the shirts and the accesories like purse and the hanging thing......*looks up*...man!!!there's so many insects around now!!!what's with them????ishk..never had so many insects in my house before..maybe it's bugs' day today...ishk...ok..im having this stupid problem with my blog...when i'm trying to make the background nicer..as in making a new background with pictures of my choice...well...just say that i cant...the stupid blog will say...whatever error..ishk...dunno what xml code and all that...ishkkkkk...and there was like so many nice backgrounds to slot in....ishk...

pea brains these days....

ok..i know i'm posting another post..all in one day..but this is serious...some stupid jadeof shinsei!!!!ishk..whatever...she's so scary..she's like an anti-christian...help...and i dont wanna chat with her anymore!!!!helpppppppppppppppppppppppppp....ok..this was what happen..she pm-ed me somehow while i was answering some quizzes at some site..then, we started talking..she sounded so smart...but now..oh my gosh!!!she sound so evil and scary...i was so blur when i talk to her cause she practically know everything[and i dont]..and the other day, i had this weird feeling about her and she started to ask me to follow her and all that to "wake people up"..i was like...whoa............ok..so..this was our conversation:
[there's another long conversation before this..*sigh* but sadly, it's gone...lol]
what straight jacket??[/quote] (she asked me where was my straight jacket-weird huh)
the straight jacket of the mind, or the one of modern society, you decide.
If you think I'm too weird just let me know, I'll stop bothering you.
If you want knowledge as power, let me know that too.[/quote]
im like so blur...[/quote]
but you have to snap out of it sometimes, young one!
You can't stay blur all of your life. If you do, you can't focus.
My mission is a really important one.[/quote]
:big: what's your mission??can i be of any assistance..well..probably you dont want a dumb girl like me... T_T(and i even thought of helping her!!omg!!!)[/quote]
BLURRR heh that's all right, I'm like that, too sometimes, only I think really hard most of the times, about really important things; the world, people, how to make it better...
'Running away' from problems is the same as carrying them with you..... it's a free world out there, but everyone is misguided, oblivious, they follow paths instead of making their own trails... There's no fighting the system, but there's changing individuals....
You have to know what you like and what you dislike, gotta know a whole bunch of stuff, gotta be smart. Gotta outsmart them in a nice way. Call me a loon if it comes to pass, but I am a guardian. I'm a watcher. A cultural worker or sorts.
Gotta be able to defend yourself, have a sharp tongue, and an even sharper wit. There's a way to fight force without using force. That power is knowledge and confidence. That's my mission. Waking people up. I'm not here to force anything upon you, it goes against my martial arts code. It's kinda like taking the red pill or the blue one, if you know what I mean.
I'm not trying to promote. I do this for personal reasons. It's up to you to follow me or not.[/quote]
err..follow you to wake ppl up?haha..anyway..just to tell you..im on a quest..it's something like you but mine's a lil different...mine is to spread the gospel of God :heart: cause JESUS RAWKS MY LIFE!!..please explain yours
in a more detailed way... :big: :big:[/quote](the "big" thing is an emoticon in that site..hehe..i'm not crazy ok to say the word
"big" so many times in a conversation-lmao)[/quote]
Please, don't get me wrong....
One thing that we do not agree on (up until now) is religion, right?
See, I believe there's this little thing that God said on Mt. Sinai.....
He said we were not supposed to adore false idols.... and that Yahweh is the only god....
Why would you revere Jesus when he was only a voice? It's like adoring me. you would have just as many justified reasons believing in me, than
believing in Christ or Ghandi.
Jesus might be the emissary of God but he is STILL not the person you are supposed to believe in.
Do you carry a crucifix? Why would you carry a symbol of the instrument of his death? Because you believe he died for us all??
REally, Jesus died on the cross in attempt to save his mother from Slavery, nothing more.
So I believe everyone believing in Jesus is completely misguided.
Believe me or not, flame me or not. I can take it.
Such is the truth. Truth can hurt when you think you know stuff.
It's okay to Praise God. God is neat. He is, just simply, God. It's important we believe in him for the simple reason that he is God and he does NOT need our beliefs.[/quote]
nah..i'll keep staying strong for what i believe cause i truly believe that God has died for me.He has acted in my life too and i'm proud of it..and i'm not straying back into the darkness cause i know what it was like...i strayed once and i truly live in hardship without the presence of God in my life...so..i guess..i aint gonna follow ya.and i'll love my God forever and i'll do whatever it takes to stay strong in Him :3nod:
...but whatever it is..i'm not turning back from this path i've taken...cause i strayed once and i'm not turning my back on Him ever again...and it's just too bad that many people these days..they just dont realise what God has done for them..they just live in a happy-go-lucky way not knowing that God's watching their every move..i'm just glad that i believe..and some even believe in the stoooooooopid da vinci code....ishk...have i ever mention to you that da vinci is not a name of a person but a name of a place?ishk..people..people...

i hate my hair

oh my gosh...i'm like so gonna die tomorrow!!!tomorrow, i ve got prefects camp in school..ishk...hope i dont have to go..i hope i can just fall into the drain and get hurt..lol...no..no...bad idea..i dont want the dirt and the scars all over my body..camelia is so gonna wreck my day tomorrow..or even worse..nalini...sigh...that stupid black dye that i bought dont seem to be working on me..that stupid thing!!!!..so..i finally watched passion of the christ...gosh!!!!i didnt cry that much though..but jesus look so handsome in there...haha....omg..i hate the part whereby jesus got whipped...it's horrifying!!!!gosh...hmm...have i told you about yesterday???probably not cause i dont recall going online yesterday...haha...so..there i was at youth again...then, we played some games as usual...hehe..loads of fun yesterday..loads of laughters too...so...after praise and worship... "somebody" came up to me as i was sitting on the floor..preparing myself for the preaching time... saying, "eh...why ah, you ah...sit here like so pulled out wan??"...omg...i was like...thinking in my head la...that's such a boring thing to talk about..omg...lyn..if you are reading..please dont mention his name...i dont want him to know...hehehehehe...*blush blush*...oh..yeah..ok..the other day, i went to jusco for the second time in a day..lol..then, i ate at the kopitiam thing where there's this bossy boss..[i know all bosses are bossy..haha..]..then, as i was sitting there..looking at people..observing them with my ..duh...eyes...lol..suddenly...my eyes spotted it!!!!one of the waiter..haha...suddenly stretch out his legs and scratch his thingie...lol.lol........men[so boring and sumb at the same time..hard to find a good guy these days].........rofl...well..i didnt burst out laughing like a maniac ok...i was just covering my mouth in a very desperate way...as in desperate to laugh!!!then, when another waiter came..around his teenage..to take our orders, some ugly...as in..REALLY REALLY UGLY girl passed...i saw her smiling her freaky smile [you know..the kind of smile that says.."oh take me!!take me!!(*rather squeaky voice*)] at that waiter that is taking our orders...i was like...*mouth drops open* my, my...ugly guy also want....ishk..what's wrong with people these days....

hehe..the power of a hao yi

so..after abandoning this blog and had an affair with another blog which i found pretty lame and so i came back to my old one..ok..i dont know what i'm saying..anyway...gosh..it has been such a long time!!!and i wonder what's gonna happen during this year's HUGE CAMP!!!!..dont ask me why i like it..it's just there's this whole big group of ppl and i like it...hmm..so..i went to church as promised but lately my dad had banned me[he said..*in a manly tone* FAMILY COMES FIRST!!] from going to sunday service...too bad cause that's the best part seeing happy faces of the golden generation and always seeing pastor clement put his hands on the poor woman's wheelchair [he does that all the time..when i go, i'm sure to see hgim put his hands on the wheelchair] just made me laugh cause i always imagine him falling down as the wheelchair got pushed forward and..err..lets not get to the poor woman part..lol..just found it funny..ok ok..sorry..please dont scold me..i'm just blessed with terribly sharp and observant eyes..haha...and after that, lyn's GENEROUS family [thanks a lot lyn n aunt jasmine and unca dave..err..leroy] will always bring me out no matter how much i say no..she'll ask me to eat my bought lunch later..they bring to really really nice restaurants[3x] with scrumptuos food...yumm..thinking about it just makes my mouth water..hehe...but the thing is..if this just keep going on..i'll turn into an elephant soon enough...haha...ok..much about that..now..the church..yeah..i feel weird always asking wing yin to bring me to youth..it's so weird like every thursday at exactly 9 am..i'll sms him..dont wanna phone..[i have my reasons]..then he'll answer the same thing every week which is cute..lol..makes my bone tickle thinking that we sms the same thing, same conversation, same aim, same words and all that hocus pocus every week..lol..well..i find that church of praise is doiong well..as in my type of church cause the people make you feel at home..as in welcomed to their church when i go there...people will introduce themselves..it's nice..unlike my old one..after two years not going there..it seemed like i came from mars and i'm there to kill them all and to take their church away..once when i went back there cause my mum dont wanna fetch me to church cause she said it was so far away..so she dropped me at that church..and ppl just keep turning back and stare at me like there was no tomorrow..finally, one..take note that i said ONE of my old friends came to me and say hi...we chatted a lil while and that's it...maybe less than 30 words...after that..i was like...im so NOT coming here again!!!!and so it happens..me going to c.o.p. and get to know several ppl..plus embarrass myself also when we were playing 'stick'..wanna know what happen??haha..this might sound familiar but so what..i love talking about it cause it makes me laugh..hmm..so i was there..stuck at the side with yen shing and another on the right..shingie was hoping that someone stick on the right and then i ll have to run..but i won!!pastor elijah stick at my side and all i did was to laugh out real loud at shingie while pointing at her..haha..then, suddenly, one person came running towards elijah and i just look at shingie and tell her as i folded my arms, ah hah!!..goodbye *waves*..and then, she gave me this blur look and i look back...THE PERSON DIDNT STICK AT PS ELIJAH!!!BUT AT THE ROW AT THE BACK..so here we go..laughing non stop like madcows...omg..that was so dumb..ok..something happen too concerning me and *ahem* but i dont wanna talk about it...hehe...so many things happen!!!gosh..oh ya..i've finally learn to love others especially my sista and i start to see this particular change in her; she keeps asking me about my church and i BET she wants to come[plus i kinda like..err..told her that somebody in church looks like sun shie zhe or shun shier zhe or whatever his spelling is..hehe]..yay!!!*hugs* but she said that if she go, she don't have any friends and i mentioned yen shing but she didnt say anything about it...*sigh* i really want her to be saved...oh ya..talking about yen shing..gosh..i find her my first neofriend[not neopets ok..neo means new!!]in church..hehe..she's witty and i recalled once she said that i copied her in music exam last time..lol...she said i copied her flower...i dunno la!!!whatever she said..haha..i dont know what flower she's talking about..haha..i remembered that i told my ex-piano teacher that she was so fat and she looked like the yellow m*m's..i know i'm so mean..and when she said that she have no money to go and slim down by buying those pills or whatever..i asked her to go to Genting and gamble to get the money..haha..that was so dumb...ok..gotta go..my dada's back..probably he's gonna stuff me with dinner..........wait..false alarm..haha..hmm..i'm planning to sorta like.....err..preach to su and vanessa next week..gosh...i dont know what to say..what of it's not strong enough..then, they'll think im some domo..ishk..i hope things go well...and i'm dying to go out...i wanna see my jusco dude again!!!ahhhhhhh...*floats in air*...*shakes head and falls onto the ground with a loud thud*...ouch..ishk...oh yeah..did i tell you guys that andy left for kl???oh..i miss her so much....fyi: andy=andrea..hehe..and i'm cerek hayati yusoff binti abdullah if i ever convert..but err..it's like...IN A MILLION YEARS!!!...but i just dont know what i should call lyn..hmm..maybe just lyn..haha..cant wait for HUGE!!!!!*screams* maybe i wanna scream at ju****e again..haha...when she dance so wildly...like last year..haha..and i hope i dont make a fool of myself!!!help...memories are flooding back in!!!!ahhhhhhhh...i wanna forget those stupid memories!!!!


memories...all alone in the moonlight...
~i forgot the rest~ i use to know cause i love the musical..when i watched it in kl...gosh..some stupid cat stepped on my foot!!!and it's so cool that you can touch the "cats" during the break...but their hairs are so rough and they relly know how to act as a cat...hehe..cool...i heart it!!!!!oops..look at the time...it's 3 a.m.!!!!!!*actually it's just 7:10!!pm!!haha...i really need to go!!!

wreckage..

ok...what's wrong with my blog...i don't seem to be able to find the post on huge camp......sigh....some of my posts are missing....*wipes tears* but it's getting pretty boring anyhow....and guess what, it's pmr next week...on the second of october...yay!!!!after that, i can do whatever i want, whenever i want!!!!nd im gonna burn all my books or just send it for recycling!!!!!YES!!!!!

a day to remember...

hehe...guess what...today's a very historical day for me.....my feelings are a lil' jumbled up...haha....today...i..................................................................................................washed my own shoe!!!!!!for the first time!!!!!!!!!hehe.....im happy cause it's actually quite easy to do that....im sad cause...the soap touched my hands....haha....but later i wore gloves...haha.....so i hope it doesn't have much bad effects on my precious skin.....oh...yeah...today...i convinced mum to buy me a soap like thingie....for the face...haha....its was hard ....believe me.....

movie disaster...

sigh...going out with friends...sigh...has always been a disaster except for certain times when my parents are in hell of a good mood......sigh....i hate my life................cant wait to go and live by myself.....with somebody.......sigh........

~independence day~

finally...those exams were totally over.....hoorah!!!!hoorah!!!!so...nothing much today...only went to taiping and do nothing besides being nagged at all the way.....sigh.....living in a no-maid era sure is stressful.....sigh...when the maid arrives, i'm gonna scold her for coming so darn late and im gonna kiss her cause im overjoyed that she's finally here...haha....ooh.....today,i found out that my pup died because the stupid snake...aka black cobra bit my pup!!!sigh....he died around like last week but my parents didn't tell me....so i just went back to taiping...and got my hands full with shit......darn!!!there was 3 new puppies...hee...so i carried one of them....AND IT POOPED ON MY HANDS AND SHIRT!!!!!!!so i named it 'poop' for it's "kind" deed!!!!!

Da Vinci Code

ok....watched dan brown darn movie today...ok...i know it's not directed by him..hehe...but that's his novel!!!!!i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee his novelllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!and the nation out there just stupidly believe in it....hey...it's just a novel..and yes...he broke the rule of don't-know-what about changing the history in his novel....you get?...it means...a writer isn't suppose to change the history in his novels although it is just a novel....to make it straight...how is dan brown acctually suppose to know...about mary madgdalene and all that...how did he know what it looks like during the last supper....how does he even know that Jesus had sons and daughters and all that crappy stuff....people with pig-brains only believe without researching properly....blessed are those who do not believe in that novel but in Christ himself....amen....and it's not like dan brown can travel back in time and see what's up with the place....and thank the Lord that he's in jail...i hope that he'll be in there forever!!!
PS:hehe...i sneaked in the cinema though it is 18PL...haha...